working for the week...lets hope things work out well XD

was it her? I'm totally lost.... wat a crazy night last night, almost literally got raped by a lady. Well she was drunk and lets presume she doesn't know wat she was doing :) Just toooo many crazy stuff is happening. Sigh.... should I move on or just stay single? I think single life suits me sooo much better. But sometimes its kinda contradicting.... lets c. I keep getting caught, i know it isn't good to lie. But.... nowdays it seems all my lies just doesn't work, and it seems to blow themselves away, the fucking cat is running out of the bag by itself. Damn....

sry guys i know i haven't been updatin my blog lately... but i'm on hols now, since then i've been partying like mad... and there were so many things going on...i hope i can slow down n jot them all here...:) its been just sooo crazy LoL and i'm half drunk while typing this yeapz! till then mates~

exams are over... woohoo... went passion last night. It was great, and all of us had fun. It was roshan's last day before he's back to his country so we had a party for him...:) hope i get the pictures soon... heh..

A tragic...

Life is getting hard till I can't see the path ahead of me. I'm scared...
My heart pumps alil faster than usual. I'm lost... It gives me the creeps of what lays behind.
My hands are shaking as so the cold sweat are streaming down till my neck. It gives me the shiver.
This is my life, and Its no longer in my own control. Fear is what I can feel. The little heart beats in the silence.
I'm afraid that the life I use to have will no longer be there.
Please.... I beg.
As I scream, till it echoes to the distant.... No replies came, no answer. As I reached down my own pocket touching a metal piece. It was my phone, as I ponder on it and I scrolled into the phonebook. I tried calling , no answer. I smsed, no reply. I sighed, I felt so lonely. I was left alone with no one. Seeing the black sky covered with unseen cloud I realise that there was no return.
My hands and feet starts to shake again....
Please....

In my deep thoughts of memory- a sole touch of me, a part of me.
Xuanwei

My head aches whenever its final.. OMFG its final. I'm studying studying... and obviously not studying. My head is paining whenever I think. Ohh fuck!!!!

Exam week... sigh.. So near already, and I'm not even half ready as usual.... study study :)